This is an update of myself in liberty from what has been holding onto me for a year plus. You could call it the season of wilderness, where I was far from God and never really having fruitful attempts at going back to Him. Maybe there were a few, but very short-lived. About a few days or so? And I'm back in the rut. But now, I can say that through ( Read more... )

As I write this post, I am about 1 and a half months away from my last class before graduation. The reality of it has not sinked in yet. It still feels like a normal semester, and I don't really know how it will be during those last moments in college ( Read more... )

Through the years, my interest of Comic Fiesta has been depleting. I was even considering skipping it for this year, because the memory of the eternal zig-zag queue of 2012 was still intact within my head. It was only on the day before the event that I decided to go, when I asked JocelynP if she wanted to follow me there. It was surprising that she ( Read more... )

There was a time when in Youth Enrichment School where all of us were asked to raise up our hands on who has never been angry with God. I raised my hand then, but I can't if I was asked the same thing now. This phase that I'm in currently, is hard. It tackled my weaknesses, it shows me that I need to change. A critical choice is given that I must ( Read more... )

I may have taken things for granted, I may not have done things faster than I did because I knew the lecturer was a kind one. My priorities may not have been that accurate at times, but I'm not sure on this one. This was a hard lesson, one of value, that I learned, and needed to ( Read more... )

Was at CF today, and listening to stories of friends being touched by God, how He was growing them, how He provided for their needs. Never seen it this way before for some reason, but all these affirm the realness of God, and of His love for His children who are here on earth. Indeed, I serve a real God who is alive ( Read more... )

There were a few times where I seriously considered sort of "detaching" myself from my college's CF. Not by totally cutting off the relationships with the people there, but to stop serving and going to CF, cause I find that there's been an increasing amount of cases where our doctrines did not match when they talk about certain things. I hold back ( Read more... )

"There are consequences of sin."Sometimes we forget this, and still play around with fire, because the burn does not always come instantly. I played around with fire, for many years. On and off, on and off. I wrote before that I wished that God would just slap me to wake me up. I guess in this case, He really did, just that it didn't come from Him ( Read more... )

I remember lying on my bed, crying for things to stop. For my college days to just end. If only I could quit, if only I could run away from all these stress and work. If only I listened to that nudge, then maybe I could have finished this work faster, and probably I wouldn't have this much stress, but reality is like that. It's happening now ( Read more... )

2012 was something like an experimentation year. A lot of changes happened, and also a lot of new experiences. As I've mentioned in a post, I changed church and also my major in college. They were really really big decisions that happened consecutively. I was not afraid, but rather excited for them. Maybe I am the type who likes changes rather than ( Read more... )